The Scenic Route

So I’ve taken the scenic route. 

If I have to summarize my feeling in this 7+5 years’ journey in academia in one word, the word would be “gratefulness”. 

Yes there were disappointments, frustrations, shocks, hurts, shame, and doubts…but there were also countless blessings in this journey. 

1. Work: I can’t be more grateful for being able to do what I do. I know very well that enjoying one’s work is a privilege, and I’m grateful for that privilege
2. People: The many friends I’ve made through the ups and downs of this journey are precious. There were colleagues (and students) who came closer to me and walked alongside me in the darkest times. The love and support of my family and friends strengthened me when I was not sure if I would ever make it. 
3. Faith: The Holy Spirit has spoken to me so gently yet clearly and firmly when I wondered if I had what it takes for my work. Not good enough but God enough. 

…”If it is the Lord's will, we will live and do this or that." James 4:15